The Ending
I’m never really good at endings. I don’t know but I think its one part of my life where I suck the most.It would be great if I could discuss them one by one…
For starters, why don’t we talk about this guy who has changed my perspective of romance (hey! not that kind of romance!)? Well, with all due respect, he is not an ordinary guy… He was the ONE WHO CHANGED MY PERSPECTIVE OF ROMANCE.
I was in second year college when I met him. Itago na lamang natin siya sa pangalang Rick. Haha!! Tinago pa, ha? We were actually working on a school project when he dropped by to visit a friend of mine. He was not at all that drool - worthy guy that I usually see in the movies, but he was worth the second look ( yun bang may nakita ka tapos lumingon ka tapos tiningnan mo ulit kasi interesting). He was just the guy I figured my leading man would be. He was very tall… He was the right size, “My boyfriend size” if I must put it that way.
Surprisingly, I can no longer remember the times I claimed I was joyful with him. Maybe because it happened a very long time ago and it was quite a short (3 months) relationship. Perhaps nothing much happened. I just made a big deal out of it because for the first time (or so I thought) someone made me feel extra special.
Rick left just as swiftly as he came to my life. I used to put it this way.
It was devastatingly painful.
He is just a memory now. A memory a regret to have kept. Regret to have treasured. I regret to have allowed change my perspective on romance. Whoever you are, Whoever that stupid guy who broke your heart is, remember this, GOD created you for someone more special. And He has created you for more than just romance. So get out of your misery, start eating your meal, start taking a bath, start talking to GOD lifting up everything to HIM. Because at the end of the day, no matter how miserable you feel or how miserable you are, that man chose to leave you and mind you, when he did, he never thought of coming back. Don’t waste a big chunk of your life crying over a spilled spoiled milk. Give it up. Let it go. Be what GOD wants you to be.
note: This article has been hiding in my drafts for a couple of months now. The last part was written tonight. You might wonder how the tone has changed. but I think this is quite a good ending. :)
